Today at breakfast I had a bread through on my regard of my chirping sparrow: the dog was bouncing and I regained him; the sparrow was dancing and I fed him and I was irritated by my noise of self, the energy flow. What to make of this marginal morning when I wasn’t interrupted […]
At the fall of the James are rapids, the thoughts of the Times, where people spent their time with the ones they love. There are old tintographs in Richmond museums showing this activity. Wondering weather this was a time of worship, grace, or peace, in a very worn torn time: slavery ended, so […]
Yesterday at the conference on Leniency, I bespoke of humor to a Thai woman and she spoke back and said Thai humor is different from that found in the South. For instance, when we joke they get stuck and say “What is that.” Then she said, when we humor, the Thais, the Southerners […]
Yesterday at the workshop on Leniency that I attended, I sat by a fountain with a beloved man that I use to worship and bestowed many gifts upon. I spoke on this yesterday. We had a time together and watched the bubbling waters; he was so enriched that he, a Black man, openned […]
At noon today I was in passion over a book and marveled at its sentence formation and paragraph structure, it’s flow of language and view. It’s rare to come upon a complexity of store and literature like this with passion and emotion. I find in these times that […]
I sat at meditation with a wink towards my sparrow, my puppy dog on my lap, and my scissors close at hand for I have taken to picking at my nails again. For a time I suppose I thought I was over the habit but started to write a […]
In meditation after a doctor’s office visit, I regained my compsure after the trauma of having steel inserted in my vagina, close to rape. It has always been that way and she is a sensitive Doctor and a sensitive receptive and responsive type. For instance I said how […]
Yesterday I wrote on Obstacles Borne and I believe it was erased by me on purpose as it was playful and funny. I do that to myself so I am not playful but always serious. I liked it and so did all my parts. It was a […]
Today on the walk of meditation on spied my old friend sparrow and he sat for a while and wept at him image in the little mirror that I have on my sill. He burped, hiccuped, then growled a little and wept. What for? I think it is […]
When the Buddha talked or spoke on obstacles he said that he wanted to remain steady and unperturbed for a while. Why is this? When we speak on obstacles or Obstacles we need to be aware or sure that we are not in any way obstructing our selves […]