Twice in the last two days I have had the romance of a lifetime, a man I met at a Chinese Restaurant invited me out to a gig!!??!! He plays dkeyboards and is in a band. I had fallen asleep and didn’t go, so he came over for coffee and I outdid my routine for the day and talked early in the morning instead of meditating and writing. I often find it useless to vary routines as everything is thrown off but it wasn’t with him. Who could it be? Even my dog adapted and he ran crazy in his sleepy state to outwit the man as he has often been at grace with me alone in the mornings. I find and will remain solitary in my mornings as I need the respite from this busy world and require it for my grace stature. What remains is routine focused revival of my ghosts of worshiping aloneness and solitude for the remainder of my liveliness of stature. What this means is that I find solitude a revival of upset and worth for the remainder of my life. Upset to the outspokenness of our culture and all it’s lack of worth, and worth for the remainder of my life. Wholeness and when shared then splendor. He came at my holy time and my holiest worth, but he didn’t upset it, kept to himself and let me live, my livenehood of worth. That’s culture, worth, at it’s best. When have you not been forsaken? And, not been upset at worth revived or lost? Both worth investigating when it is brought to the fore by another and by the same as a lover or ghost of one owned previously or priorly as the Buddha often said about his wife when others sought him and he was besotted. When do we give and gain a perspective sought by others. He’d like to relax, and I think he does, but he wants to meditate. I’ll teach and be taught just like this morning, in my solitude upset, when I discovered like and like. What the Buddha said is non-disturbance to the psyche. I liked him and felt myself and did not have to change as I often do for others, that’s why spirits and friends were upset. I wasn’t changed and all of them in my culture change for the one they love. What’s the future? Who knows, but CALYPSO, I found one who will change for me. What a term of grace. Who knows, I may be married again and I thought he might even take me for a ride on his motorcycle and I won’t have to wait again for grace.
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